Eggs Rolls and Biology.

What the crap all i did was ask you a freakin question!!!!!!!
Is it that hard to be rash and just wonder why i ask the question instead of being offended.
I said nothing rude or out of the ordinary.
I wish you wouldn't pick random fights because of your bi-polar moods swings!!!
You make me so angry i just want to a;lksdjf;lkasdjf;lksjd;flk;aldkf;lkajs.
Geez AHHHHHHHH!!!
I haven't been this angry since fall break which was like a week ago.
I know right?
Speaking of last week.
Basically last week could have ruined my entire life and for some reason i haven't been emotional about it until now.
I really need prayer from my own lips and from the mouth of others.
I don't want to go into detail for i myself am disgusted with my actions.
Angry quickly turns into sullenness when a heart is heavy with personal burden.
I just have to make my will God's will and it might take weeks for me to be able to do that but i have to try....i have to try.

Catching Allergies and Dirty Pictures,

Today i was thinking about how it seems that i always get in trouble when i try to do something mean or someone cries when i am mean but today i realized why.
I don't think that i was made to be mean or made to make people cry.
I was made to be joyful be stong and build others up.
For a while i was at the point where i started cussing but when i would all i could ever think about it how it didn't seem right.
I couldn't just say them without it feeling weird.
I wasn't made to be that way.
I have got to be myself and how i was made.
Thinks have to change with me.
Now i realize why things were the way they were.
It's time.
This is it.
Ready
Set
Go.
Don't worry i won't fall for long.
God is ready to catch me.