Crushed by the Weight of the Ocean.

I feel like little pieces of my heart are left everywhere that i have gone with you.
The way you are making me feel i feel my soul dying with each day you come around.
I wish you could understand what it's doing to me.
Since this has started my whole life has changed......for the worse.
I am almost to the point where i wish i had never met you.
I feel over the year i have basically lost my best friend.
I gained one more in an almost replacement but yeah it's weird.
I ultimately feel like i have lost myself.
I have parts of my life that have been completely wasted parts of my life on you.
Something about you has changed me.
This isn't the change i needed.
I have open wounds within me you rip open everytime i see you.
I hate that i have to love you like i do.