I'm not sure how to deal with this........

I came home to find that my brother is on academic suspension and so my parents owe the school more money than expected and i don't know how that is going to work...money is really tight right now and i know that and so i feel awful when i ask for some......i'm not sure how to deal with that and then my mom and i aren't close then she decides to tell me a lot of stuff and i don't know how to handle what she told me.....i just don't know how and then i think woodward isn't but at the same time is mad at me and i don't know what to do about that and then a baby bunny was killed and it made me cry and then i realized thats how God feels when i sin...and that yeah it's a long story but yeah today is hard to handle....and i'm stressed about things due for classes and i really want to go to the deep but i have end of the year projects due but i'm never home and i want to start running again but i'm not having enough time in the day..........i need time....i need time..